Sunday, February 23, 2014
Feeling Down
Sorry for sounding so depressing lately but things have been going downhill for me. Apparently I'm back to flaring once a week with the whole package: oozing, raised bumps, redness, deep itching and all. I think I also had insomnia tonight as well, something that I haven't had for 6 months now. Plus, I have a ballet recital that I have been working on for months coming up in a few days and God knows if I'll be able to do it..I'm especially discouraged this time because I have desperately tried not to let tsw interfere with one of the only things that make me happy, dance. All this time I have worked so hard to be able to perform in this show, trucking on despite how horrible my skin was making me feel. And today, waking up to oozing and painful skin, having a 5 hour rehearsal to go to, I just couldn't do it. If tsw is supposed to teach me some sort of lesson or turn me into a better person, I'm not seeing how. It is ruining my senior year and the last times I will probably ever perform on stage...things I will never be able to relive. Please pray for me as I will be for all of us suffering.
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I totally understand you I was a professional swimmer when I was younger and this allergies were affecting my performance and my relationship with my coach and friends so it was awful but somehow everyday just when I get into the water was the only time I forgot about the Eczema and oozing because my mind was just in what I love it, so I know how hard can it be but Just do what u love try to find a way to deal with the skin so when u start dancing just loose yourself in it. And remember you r not alone we are all going trough this and we can support each other.
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