Feels like month 4 all over again...

I truly feel my skin regressing and undoing progress. My neck has started to itch like crazy again, that deep itch that originates from the nerve. I also scratch it unknowingly in my sleep, which is impossible to stop and undoes all my efforts to let the cuts heal. Also, entire face has flushed red today, which it hasn't done in a long time. It's strange, I feel like I am having similar symptoms to this time around one year ago. One year ago, I imagined that at this point I would be way better if not fully healed. Boy was I wrong.