Currently still in the middle of a flare and have been feeling down. Last night, I got into bed around 1 AM as I knew that going to bed earlier would just result in me lying awake and scratching like crazy. I tossed and turned the whole night, as usual, and I may have slept a bit but it's all a blur to me now. I finally fell into a true sleep at 9 AM and woke up around 3:30 PM! I didn't really have the will to get up because I was so dry and stiff and my shoulders were damp and cracked with ooze. Before I knew it, it was 5:30 and I finally got up just as my mom was coming home from work. This could be the latest I've ever woken up, and the whole thing just bums me out.
Even though I'm definitely not a morning person, I like having order to my day and eating a set breakfast in the morning. Waking up late just makes me feel so unproductive because I have quite a bit of summer work and college things to worry about. Also, I feel quite down having to stay inside all day because of my appearance. My dance summer school starts next week, but I'm pretty certain my skin just won't be well enough to go. I haven't been to dance class in about 2 months since I quit for the time being in May, and I miss it a lot. Being cooped up inside and having no motivation to do anything really sucks :(.
Tomorrow, I will force myself to be up by at least 12 PM. Wishing you all the best.
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